Realm of Mine

Pls. Dont like that

2012-01-15T01:14:00.001+08:00

Theres a fire starting in my heart.
Reaching a fever pitch that bring me out of the dark.
Finally i can see you crystal clear.
Go ahead and sell me out i will lay your ship bare.

Adele rocks!
I like those lyrics

Back to these days,
I really don't like the feeling lo.
You seems like got tons of stuffs hiding away from me,
am I a threat to you?
Your hostile atmosphere makes me feels uneasy,
can you be more sincere?
What are you planning?

Sixth sense tells me things are not on the right track.
I should figure it out sometimes.

好渺小

2011-11-16T01:16:00.001+08:00

我好羡慕，

好羡慕那些年纪小小，
就才华横溢的人哦..
多想，
自己是那个自己在崇拜的人。

在世界巨人的面前，
自己是多么的渺小。
世界有太多的舞台，
舞台都有台阶。
要爬上每个舞台是不可能的，
所以专心一个就好了。
很多东西，真的是羡慕不来的。

临河而羡鱼，不如归家织网。
就从今天，这一刻开始努力吧..

和妳渐行渐远，
不知妳过得如何？
在你心里，我还剩几分？

Thousands Feeling

2011-11-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

thousands feelings after saw SPM candidates taking their exam

they will leave us after it.

World has too much variable

wat i can do is.

Dont let yourself left with any matter of regrets.

I will live my life to its fullest.

Strive for anything while i can.

Finding feelings for my prose.

铃声再响起来!

I am kinda envy those guy and girl has some fan nao about their love.

These are colours of life.

Its rather better than my too stable life.

Kinda amusing when saw those post about worrying for friendship, love or anything.

Sometimes normal a bit is happy.

有时平凡一点会更加快乐。

I felt that i am losing to my former self.

How come? I have to get that spirit back. YaaH!!!!

PMR

2011-10-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

Currently exam-ing.
Wish me luck.
Back after exam.

Memory is limited 230911

2011-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Memory space are limited.
Words are a type of memory.
Well.
I have to summarize my life.
In case I accidentally forgot some really nice memory.

Last week,
A faraway friend of my relative came to visit us.
Quite a nice experience.
As she won a lottery, she treated us a dinner.
It shows me that real friendship doesn't washed away by time or any forms of being.
It is purely depend on the individual.

The beginning of this week is indeed a memory for me also.
I went to a Science Carnival which was organized by Ministry of Education.
Met people from all-around the country, including those who came from the East.
Knew a number of people there.
The people are friendly, regardless of race and religion.
We chat quite a lot there and most remarkable is,
I got champion for the Young Scientist category as a representative from Pahang.
I am quite satisfied.
Going to see what can join on next year.
What to work for.

Now,
of course the most important in PMR.
Which is around the corner, only several days ahead.
Hope can get the best student of the state.
But the competition is quite big actually,
nevertheless I think I should try my best.
I sensed a fall of a organization in my school.
Sensed betrayal from someone I used to trust also.
I hope it wont be a reality.
The co-curricular award still have not brought any news to my school yet.
Looking forward.

In future,
I will try my best to prevent of that lovely organization.
Please put hatred aside for the sake of an organization.

Dramatic

2011-09-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Dramatic,
Maybe every successful people in their eyes have their own pain too.
Come on,
every people has their own emotion.
No one is perfect either physically or mentally.
Bak kata pepatah, "Mana ada buluh yang tidak berbuku" =P
You look perfect maybe just because you have what other wants.
That is all.

300811

2011-08-30T13:01:00.002+08:00

If one has chosen his path,

he will not look back.

Your care is nothing but annoys him.

Seriously,

I looked back.

The thing we so called friendship,

is it true? Is it solid?

Or it is just a mere abstract thing but look concrete?

How many of you still treasure me?

I still live in how many of you's mind?

So, I really can't count on you all now.

All can I do is look forward, cherish what I had.

Hope that you all won't disappoint me.

I am very mind and care about you all.

Really, don't neglect my presence.

Please.

Amazed

2011-08-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

I am amazed to see my post 2 years ago,

so inspiring.

I am amazed because i could have that type of consciousness at that time,

maybe because of that, i walked out of the darkness?

I am so glad that my post is full of creativity.

But why not now?

I feeled I really cant compare with form 1 me, i mean mentally

I don't want to be washed away by the stream of modernization or corrupted thing again.

I will get onto the solid and concrete path,

thanks to my post. =)

(I not self praising la LOL)

George Santayana

2011-08-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

"Those who forget the past is condemned to repeat it"

- George Santayana

I remember the past years ago.

It is still clear in my mind.

That kind of feeling.

The feeling of everyone having fun and joy but you left alone under the stage.

Well, these year has actually brought me away from this miserable feeling.

Thanks to time, friends and family.

I really hope the history won't on the play again.

Gotta read more about Bahasa Melayu. ><

All the best ya fren

New update.

2011-08-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

Form 3,

a busy year.

Busy for PMR and etc.

Busy for St John Ambulance too.

I want to get 5 more badges to get grand prior.

Holiday is here.

Wonder how would i spend the holiday?

Haha. I dont know too.

This time trial result got worse than last time.

I mean the average. Overally, the result look nice,

because 7 subjects are at 90 or above.

Hmm,

time is really a good teacher.

I think i changed.

My style,

i now look for something safe.

Not something fancy.

Maybe this is what we called mature?

Found my type too. <3

luckiness.. unfairness??

2011-06-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

well.

i saw somebody just have that type of luck.

that other dont have

maybe because of this

they are far more better than the other.

can we call this unfair?

anyway,

life is not fair,

but still good.

stood still wont grant you anything other than your leg getting more and more tired.

=P.

so brittle =x

2011-06-17T22:40:00.004+08:00

so brittle.

but cannot say anything lo

only several month

i hope you will find a gang more suit you la.

i also scare the one who hurt you now.

he can do this thing to you. i dont know he will did the samething on me on which day.

i better be careful.

dont want this type of "hurt".

really feel "terancam"

cuz i also dont know when my one will end.

you all are not really care about me though

i dont know i did what wrong.

maybe you are so woody naturally.

well,

prepare for competition

next week and next month

Charge!

im back in action

2011-06-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

backed.. my blog is so dead. lol.

i will resurrect it back.

thoughts??

2010-07-19T01:33:00.001+08:00

i think its a hard year for us in the next year.

let's team up and do it as perfect as we can.

let's start by now.

GO GO GO~!

If you fall down, get up

2010-07-17T20:42:00.001+08:00

when you fall down get up oh oh.

and if you fall down get up eh eh~

tsamina mina zangalewa...

somehow... LOL

2010-07-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Love?

Its seems my prediction are so accurate.

kinda impress on myself. (perasan. xD)

well.

i nt getting insomnia but getting computer addiciton.

I swear i will get rid of it soon.

well well well...

tomoro gotta wake up early.

Here I go again~

well ~ Ryan

A friend of I, A friend of mine.

2010-07-16T00:28:00.002+08:00

Recently.

Can say is nt stressful.

Quite full of joy.

esp the dance team. many step still need to modify.

Yet they ady work very hard lar.

But not satisfied with someone seems like just

hulur tangan and recieve thing and b4 that nt care u de also..

zzz. sry. i cant fulfil ur wishes (actually i'm unable to do so also..)

My dear mom,

recently work so hard and look exhausted.

Must take care of health ar.

My fren.

Recently a lot aedes mosquito spreading dengue fever.

be careful. drink plenty of water. dun eat too much durian lar.

Prefect Board? As usual lor.

Just dunno why somebody can scold a small matter for a long time.

waste his own time only. i wonder why teacher allow him to out during P&P.

i think he is ponteng? perhaps.

Found some fren that really can share feeling.

Thats great feeling.

Hope that happiness exist always.

Aah.. Now i hope i can be chosen or everything go fine.

Exam is coming? Well who cares?~ Ryan

waka waka eh eh~

2010-07-16T00:20:00.005+08:00

although FIFA over.

but the song still nice to me.

waka waka and wavin flag. the beats are nice.

like it.

gotta perform someday after.

hope it will be the success one.

Good luck and good health and good idea to my team. xD

dun emo larhx~ Ryan

Stating clearly

2010-06-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

nt i dun like u..

jux sometime too busy will neglect u.

and i more used to a busy life.

forgiv me.

Facts?

2010-06-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

爱的这么难舍难分，

最后还是要分。

开始了, “永远”就结束了。

结束了，时间回忆的“永远”才开始...

这个矛盾从一开始就存在，

没有接受或否，

只有承认与运用。

不变的哲理

so lol one..

2010-05-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

y so many ppl tot i in love leh..

zZz

...

= =

busy life..

chinese..

exam..

st john..

prefect..

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~

Try my best barrr...

Memory

2010-05-25T01:14:00.004+08:00

Touched by some song..

Really touching.

touch until the bottomest level of my heart.

awake my happiness.

Thanks my friends...

Especially thanks anggota 6S...

although u all laugh me, tease me bully me..

but u all gave me really a lot sweet memory.

dunno which day can reunion with u all.

IN secondary.. i wan~

thanks lee suan cui and lai see how.. This 2 AJK give me a looot guidance..

thanks yan ping and yuin er. with me since primary till now.

ANd thanks many other more.. sit around me.. giv me support.

Although i noe my giving out so much will nt get all back.

But at least a little can cheer me.

Care me more. You are my thread of golden memory.

Those old melody, stil sounds all good to me.

As they melt the years away.~ Ryan

Manifestion

2010-05-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

Its so familiar..

To me..

Dedication

2010-05-23T16:02:00.003+08:00

aaa~

very busy..

many thing nid to take care

many thing nid dedication..

small matter only..

2010-05-17T21:50:00.001+08:00

yeah..

chg template..

LOL.. quite nt fit also..

nvm larhx

Frens?

2010-04-21T00:21:00.004+08:00

got which fren truely cherish me?

got which fren truely can share feeling with me?

got which fren truely noe me?

i cant find the answer..

except for my family and her...

frens..

where are you all?

tears flow down my cheek..

Hate you

2010-04-18T15:51:00.001+08:00

Result drop a lot...

So sad..

But.. Suan liao lar..

I sick mar... zzz...

aihx..

All so pro de wor..

SO sad..

Noe a fren like this..

My caring for him only = crap.

Wat a betrayal.

aaa~!

2010-04-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

Lazy...

Get out of my life..

Update

2010-04-04T15:40:00.003+08:00

Long time no update blog,

recently i feel put down something and enjoy is so happy.

Like it.

and i think abt some of the past..

past is so nice.

nw so sien,

so i update blog lor.

Thats all lor.. dunno wan write wat

SMKAP ROCKS!

2010-03-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

smkap rocks,

tdy st john state competition,

smkap 3 team gt prize.

the most geng is our ambulance adult,

they get 3 prizes that starting with the word "best",

unfortunately,

our nursing cadet didint won champion,

dun sad lar,

u gain ur experience,

come back and tackle them next year.

we rocks~

2010-03-10T11:20:00.001+08:00

i like the new speaker.

the sound and base is so nice.

unlike the old one like the "duck voice" LOL..

2010-03-10T11:15:00.002+08:00

dunno what am i to u all..

mayb juz a little thing?

u all din really pun me in ur eye.. zzz

pls. this called team???

value me..

i very sad somehow..

Thanks to she.. at least she can cheer me up..

value me

2010-03-05T10:57:00.002+08:00

Haix..
nt really satisfied with my result.

all tui bu a lot..

zzz..

i hope u all value my existence.

dun force me.

>.<

1st batch

2010-02-08T11:11:00.002+08:00

1st batch..

Really getting a headache.

Cuz all cant stop their mouth,

noisy,

but well i'm lazy to hear those voices.

These voices irritate my mind.

Hate!

Y my blog is named, realm of mine.

Just very easy. i Hope can living in a realm of myself.

I decide everything within my realm.

My love. My peace. My hatred. My mind.

However, thats only my imagination.

Living in a illusionated-reality is suffering..

Right?

2010-02-08T11:09:00.002+08:00

This year is really much more peaceful (for me).

cuz i found that insulting ppl makes no good.

cuz i dun wan the plot in How Dalat got its name (civil war)

Hope u all value the peace we have.

new year new dream

2009-12-31T19:08:00.005+08:00

This year has "jing li" many things,

betray lar, rumor la, joy la,discriminate la, frenship lar and whatever lar..

Haix..

ANyway lar..

thanks to ppl who thought me, acknowledging me, accept me.

And also thanks to the ppl who discriminating me, spreading rumor about me.

(although i dun like)

Thanks to "old" and "new" frens lar..

WIthout u all maybe i dun have such a "good sight"

This year really grow a lot..

physical and mental.

Thanks and sayonara 2009... tomoro is new year..

Hope something is new.. something is better.. and something disappear..

2009-11-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

I hate...

2009-11-17T19:33:00.001+08:00

TO： someone who like to say this and that behind people,

i gift u a word...

嗟哉斯徒輩，

其心不如禽。

Fun ^^

2009-11-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Today i go mega and ec with my frenz..
LOL..
we wait at the door..
but got somebody not tepat masa wor..
so we 'mengintip' them at deli country..
after that..
we go find him lor...
LOL...
later we go ECM..
take some photo there.
Due this is the first time...
we make a lot mistake... =.=
Ie watermelon layout.. lol..
and 36 pieces...
walau so small..
i and ys take again..
while aw and khang go long gai to capcom in mgm...
In popular..
wakau..
we use the scissors to cut the photo.
but a malay girl shouted..
then we 36 strategy,
walk is the upper strategy...
haha..
like escaping like that...
LOL..
so fun with frenz...
thanks to aw, khang, yao shi...
we saw something.. a prefect pak toh...
they so xin you ling xi...
haha...
i won so bad open their open his name here la...

Spot Check..

2009-10-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

Today after meeting...
When the yuin say me "people also talk ghost also talk",
The taekwondo give a paper to teacher,
then teacher say go,
we directly take action at 1R..
LOL..
At there...
We tell teacher what we wan to do...
Then the pelajar like ditiup angin..
all blew outside..
noisy like...
and like to come in wor..
i shouted go out..
and then yuin er say sila senyap..
Me and how check bag,
the other 2 girl prefect "touch" body..
LOL...
Then go other places check..
At the end get 2 HANDPHONE...
And smtg...
First experience...
Hope pelajar pls dun langgar peraturan again.
Then save a lot paper.

friendship is precious

2009-10-14T00:24:00.004+08:00

不懂这对你来说是一种解脱,

还是一种痛苦？

无论如何，

我很谢谢在二年级就能认识到你，

以前我们嘻嘻哈哈的时光，

变成如今的回忆...

谢谢你，

在我的回忆录里留下你的足迹...

无常一到命归天，

愿你安息...

虽然我不知道下一秒会有什么变数，

但至少我能肯定的，

你给我的回忆是不变的...

一个在食堂C门等车的男生的身影，

终于，

踏上了他的命运之途，

渐行渐远，

剩下的，

是背影与回忆...

precious time

2009-10-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

i finally noe wat is more important for me...

i noe wat can last longer...

so i will work hard for it...

2009-09-29T09:28:00.000+08:00

Frenz in SABS,
I think some of them already forgotten somebody that are
same class b4 but different school now,
So miss some of them...
Like ah too,
tayar,
iz,
and some other more...
long time no see,
perhaps i also living in their forgotten path gua,
we not same school,
sure will slowly slowly forget de la,
How cruel are you har,
TIME!
Of course,
I hope we remember each other always la,
Std 6. From March to september we keep study study study,
no see each other,
after UPSR is the sweetest memory we share...
Dunno u all can remember until when leh..
In new environment,
we got new friends,
also not to forget old fren,
i remember my ji nian ce,
got one sentence called,
dun forget old fren,
maybe this is the meaning lorhx...

2009-09-29T09:19:00.000+08:00

Dunno y,
today felt something is going to end like that...
Like some chaos coming soon
Haiz...
Today raining,
we become mangsa go and wandering to Astaka...
Dunno that called tugas or nt..
got ppl say wat baju berfesyen cuz got the raindrops dot dot dot behind wor..
haha...
my new group mates,
hope we can in well condition...
Sobbb...
Boring everday..
Luckily got somebody chat with me at classs,
the teacher say wat we din hear de,
no i should say the teacher jus copy copy copy then sit down,
the teacher always play phone one,
b4 enter class also,
at the field also...
We only learnt bit so less d knowledge..
Finale no hope liao lo ><

Creeps~

2009-09-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

Haiz,
again,
another malang come visit me,
these day.
I saw many of my fren fighting over each other,
dunno fight until so bad for wat,
they too "zhi zhuo"...
One ppl wan be big wife,
my fren d sister wan pretasi,
the Big Wife always thinking about powers more than frenz,
suddenly feeling unsafe with the Big Wife,
cause dunno when she will come and "hai" me...
My AJK,
katak buruk ingin makan daging angsa,
wan leng lui wor,
and say this say that,
blablabla,
yuin,
throw him in KL la...
haiz,
almost all ppl around me is,
de zhui ren duo d,
so unsafe,
and i feeling one of my fren ship is in danger,
anyway i will try to rescue this frenship,
as it is important to me...
My cheng jiu wan thanks two ppl,
two male two female... Ha ha
anyone who see this and Know what i mean pls dun say it aloud,
Luckily,
lost something gain something,
gain some new frens,
but left some month then hard to see them liao...
zzz...

Those long days passing by from that door like late summer they slowly fade away

Spotted Star Woohoo~

2009-09-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

Just now,
i go eat dinner at a restaurant,
call ri ri lai hai xian fan ju...
At there,
we meet some of the star from Astro and MyFM...
Spotted!! haha
beside the vivian there is my relative (3rd mush)

this is me at behind the ah xian and "tau fu pok"...
my hair seems just wake up... LOL...

those star also human,
also got their natural action..
they make the restaurant there so "noisy"..
perhaps i should say make there more 热闹？

综合报道

2009-09-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

（关丹3日讯） —— 根据韵儿频道的报道，本台以有个总结论，概括如下：

韵儿说的对，
战争才刚开始，
果然，
结束的结束才是开始...

志胜，
虽然你是至圣(谐音），
不过你的妹妹是至蠢，
笨到，
根本不会衡量价值，
不知哪个比较重要，
我是不小气，
给面子志胜，
才不顶你的，
但你要跟我比我的话，
我当然不会比你差，

哼！
当作很厉害酱，
明明 Pn. Sarah 讲过，
你能讲话又能维持秩序，
是你的本事啦，
不过你因为讲话，
放过人的话，
才要接受处罚，
你列，
大摇大摆，
你真的以为我是你下属啊？
我的组员管得井井有条，
讲讲下话，
还有做人，
总比你无中生有好吧？
你愚蠢，
我原谅你，
但你也别用你的愚蠢去评价别人吧！
评价别人先评价自己啦！
等等，
可能你连自知之明都没有，
哈哈哈！！

每天来我那边，
讲三讲四，
另外两个没有出声，
而且还比你严的那种。
你以为你真的比我大？
你只是职责不同而已，
在上面的就大啊？
在上面的大，
就跌得重...
哪里有人把中的东西放在最高的？
最高的东西不是要存在的...

将自恋一点，
你连斗的资格都没有，
没必要和你一般见识，
但我们并非不出声代表不好，
只是还有必杀技没显出来而已...

你好自为之啦...

2009-09-03T18:36:00.000+08:00

So long no post,
my blog rusty d,
i will make it nt rusty der.
so now i will post...

综合报道

success

2009-08-21T09:28:00.000+08:00

My plan has success a bit,
i eat a ppl's Jiang Jun,
The ppl who like to gou yin ppl.
My group nt so messy now,
cuz ppl scare get port,
naturally,
they will be more good attitude,
hope this go on..

权利...利益..

2009-08-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

我开始相信一句话，
有一位女生今天告诉我，
她看见一个女生，
用肩膀去撞一个男生，
撞了又溜，
然后用娇滴滴的声音，
恶心至极...
然而，
深入一点的想，
她为的是利益而已嘛...
然而她却不懂，
事实就是事实，
实力就是实力，
在那边苦苦卖“呻”，
也是没用的。

她深不知，
全部是同等的，
在哪边做酱多小动作，
只会让自己贬值，
原形毕露...
其实我对我自己的实力去到哪里，
我非常清楚，
可能我这一“类型”...
不太受欢迎，
但我时时刻刻都尝试在改变...
我总觉得，
我的性格，
总比在背后搞小动作的好吧？
用“我要XX”，
酱的人我倒是第一次见，
在权利的面前下见到...

提防怪叔叔/姨姨...

My result of tugas

2009-08-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

I am so happy with my result of tugas today,
cuz i success kawal the ppl at behind,
not so kelam kabut like yesterday,
WKL become tegas a bit than yesterday,
dunno y he often change d leh,
make me feel a bit danger...
Kang and Lam gt catch ppl,
they are tegas actually...
But sometime too friendly only,
whatever la,
if his friendly can kawal them...
Never Mind lo...

At the KH,
the marcuz so dirty and "wat tat",
doing something that bu ya guan,
biting fingernails
his fingernails alomost half already bitten by him...
Ewww....

Again..

2009-08-18T20:21:00.001+08:00

Today,
when I tugas,
Loo Soon Yi come ronda and see the kelam kabut of tepi 2,
haiz,
the WKL keep talking at the back..
I tak tahan,
lalu report the situation at tepi 2 and his bad attidute to teacher,
not only me a saksi,
loo soon yi hee yean cheng can be saksi too...
So i felt i did nothing wrong,
haiz,
perhaps i will forget it someday,
but hope he baikkan diri,
he so tegas,
at the begining,
i got think want contohi him,
but look clearly,
its apparently differt..
Haiz,
Di luar bagai madu di dalam bagai hempedu...
He can tegas y dun wan keep it on?
This is what I want to know,
what things change a ppl throughout?
Ubat peningan cinta?
Or some other things,
such a waste..
Hope u dun waste urself,
dun let other's last faith of u put off...

Haiz,
y so many ppl in this world dun realize something,
U din do anything wrong,
how come a ppl go report ur wrong...
They dun realize they wrong,
only realize that ppl who report them is wrong...

Today

2009-08-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

17 August

My first day,
is also so common, juz tugas like biasa,
just i tak tahan somebody action lo..

Haiz,
i tolerate,
wo ren ren ren ren ren....
But dunno when i explode,
hope u all dun so melampau...

18 August
I changed the background and music,
hope u all like it...
The first song maybe need to wait,
second song is sonata,
Third is lemon tree.

Haiz...

2009-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz,
又被人陷害，
有一些小人，
在评手评足，
又不讲自己，
自己之前也不是将，
haiz.

他将我排不好哦，
又问为什么这样少人，
我组才9人罢了，
你生给我咯，
这样不是够人咯，
不会生又乱乱讲，
另外一个“伙伴”又不懂飙哪里去，
又不问下他，
来问我干吗？？？

算了，
我丞相肚里可撑船，
原谅一些无知妇孺，
可谓易如反掌之事，
只是那一肚子地气，
不懂要往哪里吞下，
只能收着收着吧...
万一人家当权了，
受灾的人可能是我，
忍一时之气吧，
说不定搞不好以后被针对，
更惨....

所以说啊，
人是要为自己留一条后路的，
我可能要努力求学了，
有条后路走走，
总比老龙困兽好多了...
这场仗，
胜算越来越少，
以后要奉承人家的机会更多，
更讨厌那些擦鞋仔，
为了自己的利益变成多面人，
小心自己人格分裂，
好过在那边招摇过市...

最近学校有很多雾，
恐怕是这些妖魔鬼怪，小人之辈和路边服务的烟造成的，
蒙蔽了无数个人的视线，
忘记思考，
其他的途径，
不知不觉，
已身在妖怪的浓雾里，
可能内头有狐狸精，白骨精妖言惑众精....
我不懂啦..

可能，
黎明只是黑夜的逗号，
星星和月亮只是一种安慰，
要逃到地球的的另一边，
如此循环，
才能得到光明吗？
没有任何不用逃的方法了吗？？
只有等待吧，
但等待是一种折磨...

justice versus injustice

2009-08-05T08:52:00.001+08:00

Justice is a path which is much more harder to go on,
than the injustice,
why?
see the formula below...

Justice pay off single get half,
Injustice pay off single get single.
Justice pay off double get single,
But now the injustice win here a lot like sky-rocketed,
As the pay off single get double,
pay off double get 4x...

J = half of how much u pay off
how much u pay off
IJ= double of how much u pay off
how much u pay off.

This formula is to menyindir the injustice,
as u use this formula,
the result of justice is PROPER fraction,
but the result of injustice is IMPROPER fraction...

secara ringkas,
i just wan to tell,
things get from injustice would be improper,
things get from justice would be proper...
Although it is more more more harder than injustice...

Haiz,
once u chosen somethings,
it is not mean that u cannot change,
but is hard to change..

u choose the way of justice,
u should know that many ppl are often misunderstanding u...
higher risk to lost a friend,
yea, maybe they felt u have changed,
but changed demi wat they dunno, so lead to misunderstanding...
we cannot blame them
as they are too long merendam diri in a so polluted dimension...

2009-07-31T11:16:00.000+08:00

为什么？
有些人类，
不用它智慧的结晶体，
去想一想才发表他的言论。

为什么，
有些人被人帮忙，
还会去怀疑有些人在陷害他，
为什么有些人爱人身攻击其他人？
可否有想过别人的感受？
而且，
自己的破绽百出，
也可以怪别人的，
这是哪门子的道理啊？

人身攻击，
使用最毒的东西与最尖锐的东西组成，
刺下去，
你能容忍五六次，
已经算是宽宏大量了。
有些人爱乘势追上，
在那里猛刺，
刺得人都觉得疼了，
忍不住反击了，
这还不止，
那些人还在另一头哭诉或埋怨，
那人好毒啊！！
但他们不知，
这些都是他们自己给的，
=中回自己的毒。

但另一边，
有人帮她解毒了，
还去怀疑下毒的人是帮她解毒的人，
并警告那帮他的人说：
你小心点，我可是会害回你的。
这是什么？
是好心没好报。

Why why oh tell me why

2009-07-31T11:10:00.000+08:00

Agn..
this happened again,
y dun she understanding me?
Y dun she think about the consequences?
y she is so buta on thinking?
Y she is so ... dun understand benefit is falling upon her?
Why she doesn't noe that i am much more difficult than her?
Why she is like that also acting strangely and thinking so suspicious?
Why?
WHy?

Puzzle

2009-07-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

Puzzle,
is a type of drawing which is needed many part to build it up,
If u lost 1 of it,
maybe the image will be not fully-revealing in front of ur eye.

Puzzles,
can be said as the fragment,
those fragment maybe are ur fren, someone close to you or etc
this puzzle is so free,
u can divide it freely into how many pieces anytime,
it could be ur felling,
sometime missing a puzzle is so painful,
but some part of puzlle can be simply be replaced,
some cant,
as they are so important,
the puzzle maybe juz in front of ur eye,
but maybe something blocked it and make it hidden,
u have to move all those blockage in order to see the puzzle,
and find a suitable place in ur puzzle tray to put it.

And if u satisfied with the puzzle piece u make,
do not tear it easily,
something teared can be recovered,
but not as good as it before..

Hidden puzzle,
actually not really hidden,
maybe it is just hidden from ur vision or ur mind,
clear the unwanted waste to see it,
once u see it cherish it.

A completed puzzle,
maybe could be a bright light,
which leading u to a success place,
or be ur comforting partner,
but a puzzle is not easily to fill up,
A piece is so hard to find.

Maybe u juz put it,
but with another puzzle,
the one become unsuitable,
u have to replace it with anyone..

A puzzle,
invention of a genius,
is so deep its "xue wen"...
Dunno how much time i have to use to fill it up,
perhaps is forever,
but how much time u nid to fill up ur own puzzle?

Kind of Justice

2009-07-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Justice as harmony

In his dialogue Republic, Plato uses Socrates to argue for justice which covers both the just person and the just City State. Justice is a proper, harmonious relationship between the warring parts of the person or city. Hence Plato's definition of justice is that justice is the having and doing of what is one's own. A just man is a man in just the right place, doing his best and giving the precise equivalent of what he has received. This applies both at the individual level and at the universal level. A person’s soul has three parts – reason, spirit and desire. Similarly, a city has three parts – Socrates uses the parable of the chariot to illustrate his point: a chariot works as a whole because the two horses’ power is directed by the charioteer. Lovers of wisdom – philosophers, in one sense of the term – should rule because only they understand what is good. If one is ill, one goes to a doctor rather than a quack, because the doctor is expert in the subject of health. Similarly, one should trust one’s city to an expert in the subject of the good, not to a mere politician who tries to gain power by giving people what they want, rather than what’s good for them. Socrates uses the parable of the ship to illustrate this point: the unjust city is like a ship in open ocean, crewed by a powerful but drunken captain (the common people), a group of untrustworthy advisors who try to manipulate the captain into giving them power over the ship’s course (the politicians), and a navigator (the philosopher) who is the only one who knows how to get the ship to port. For Socrates, the only way the ship will reach its destination – the good – is if the navigator takes charge.

Justice as divine command

Justice as a divine law is commanding , and indeed the whole of morality, is the authoritative command. Killing is wrong and therefore must be punished and if not punished what should be done? There is a famous paradox called the Euthyphro dilemma which essentially asks: is something right because God commands it, or does God command it because it's right? If the former, then justice is arbitrary; if the latter, then morality exists on a higher order than God, who becomes little more than a passer-on of moral knowledge. Some Divine command advocates respond by pointing out that the dilemma is false: goodness is the very nature of God and is necessarily expressed in His commands.

In contrast to the understandings canvassed so far, justice may be understood as a human creation, rather than a discovery of harmony, divine command, or natural law. This claim can be understood in a number of ways, with the fundamental division being between those who argue that justice is the creation of some humans, and those who argue that it is the creation of all humans.

Justice as authoritative command

According to thinkers including Thomas Hobbes, justice is created by public, enforceable, authoritative rules, and injustice is whatever those rules forbid, regardless of their relation to morality. Justice is created, not merely described or approximated, by the command of an absolute sovereign power. This position has some similarities with divine command theory (see above), with the difference that the state (or other authority) replaces God.

Justice as trickery

In Republic, the character Thrasymachus argues that justice is the interest of the strong—merely a name for what the powerful or cunning ruler has imposed on the people. Nietzsche, in contrast, argues that justice is part of the slave-morality of the weak many, rooted in their resentment of the strong few, and intended to keep the noble man down. In Human, All Too Human he states that, "there is no eternal justice."

Justice as mutual agreement

According to thinkers in the social contract tradition, justice is derived from the mutual agreement of everyone concerned; or, in many versions, from what they would agree to under hypothetical conditions including equality and absence of bias. This account is considered further below, under ‘Justice as fairness’.

Justice as subordinate value

According to utilitarian thinkers including John Stuart Mill, justice is not as fundamental as we often think. Rather, it is derived from the more basic standard of rightness, consequentialism: what is right is what has the best consequences (usually measured by the total or average welfare caused). So, the proper principles of justice are those which tend to have the best consequences. These rules may turn out to be familiar ones such as keeping contracts; but equally, they may not, depending on the facts about real consequences. Either way, what is important is those consequences, and justice is important, if at all, only as derived from that fundamental standard. Mill tries to explain our mistaken belief that justice is overwhelmingly important by arguing that it derives from two natural human tendencies: our desire to retaliate against those who hurt us, and our ability to put ourselves imaginatively in another’s place. So, when we see someone harmed, we project ourselves into her situation and feel a desire to retaliate on her behalf. If this process is the source of our feelings about justice, that ought to undermine our confidence in them.

~ryan~

Extracted from wikipedia

Akatsuki

2009-07-22T10:49:00.000+08:00

别误会，
这并不是真正的“晓”，
但我的学校有好多“枭”，
和“熊”

在我回忆的走廊里，
这个回忆对我来说是一种快乐，
安慰，
鼓励.
但追根究底，
究竟只是一个回忆.
一起做伴，
一起游玩，
一起分享。

在中学这种不现实但残酷的空间里，
能喘息到何时何刻？
我不知道。

只能怪，
我判断与选择能力差，
到了一个莫名其妙的地方，
头昏脑胀似的，
思考的空间全都被剥夺了。

莫名其妙的地方里，
有莫名其妙的人，
莫名其妙到，
有些骄傲，自大，炫耀。
也有人热心。
但相差的比例实在太大，
有时我真的在想，
我身在如此境界，
何时会受到影响？
朋友有些开始变得多疑，
是否受到这种莫名其妙的力量熏陶？

他们排除异己，
为的是得到权力，
他们不惜一切，
用尽三十六计，
为的是——
权利。
为何我不写“力”而写“利”？
因为这种形容比较传神，
权 kuasa (犬) anjing
利 kebaikan.

奋斗90日，
顶多再受苦两百二十日，
受苦的几率是38%？
还值得我去奋斗吗？
还是把机会让给东东好了，
这是一把危险的双刃剑，
控制不好时会犯些其身...
有时想，
这把剑交给不会使用的人，
会不会误伤我。

怎么说，
我的机会微乎其零。
漂浮在永无止境的海洋，
置身在空洞黑暗的地方......
但我深信，
拂晓将会慢慢走来..

结束的结束是开始...

Sun, Moon and star

2009-07-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

Sun moon and star,
are very common things in this world,
their use are different,
Sun shines the world,
Moon give an comfortable atmosphere in the night,
And star decorates the sky..

I dun wan to be a moon but be a sun,
As moon is reflecting sun's light to let ppl see him.
Not that mean moon is not useful,
is useful,
but its use less than a sun.
A sun produces ray by its own,
dun need to hang on with other,
very independent,
And star,
will u like to be just a decorate in the stage of life?
If u are willing to do so,
i speechless.

Life's a stage,
the character is chosen by thou,
Which character u will choose?
Main character? Sub character?
Decorative?
Which u wan to be?
Sun?
Moon?
Star?

Path

2009-07-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

Path,

Is a road which we have chosen,

Life is trust, and never a dream.

All soul know this from birth.

Truth is something that is chosen and grasped.

Something discovered with one’s vision and will.

Only by gaining that does the seeker become truth himself,

a cord that connects past and future...

If u choose a path,

U should prepare to face it,

but not escaped in the middle,

Haiz but this world many ppl like to run away instead of facing it,

why?

Cuz they think themselve cant face it,

or maybe they really cant face it...

A easy path consist of severe stress,

A hard path consist of light stress,

But a hard path is totally many times harder than the easy path,

which one u will choose,

or just wait?
wait until the last moment then u decide?

Path that chosen,

is a journey,

make i as a trip,

a trip of life,

to fill in the hollow time...

So choose or plan a path for urs from now,

Time is always hollow things to let u fill in,

But only depend when u going to fill it...

July 8th

2009-07-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

Haiz,

today is an unlucky day to me,

one of the most imprtant ppl to me nt believe me,

and go believe the khabar angin.

Sob...

I lost something important...

Which is hard to get,

easy to lost...

My only hope is,

i hope will believe me,

truth is always cover in dark.

Y wan like that?

I dunno,

I cant comprehent.

NOTE: Kee kee happy birthday,

U old ler.... Hehex

Hide and Seek

2009-07-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hide and Seek,

can be said as a very childish game...

But do u think,

that is also a part of game in our life?

Part 1: Hide

in many situation,

we have to hide our bad,

keburukan very quickly,

in order to achieve something,

we can say this is bad?

cuz since the begining human are like that,

this is our basic talent,

juz like animal or human born,

then noe how to eat and drink and breath and walk,

This is also a mating technique for living things,

and also many boy and girl in my school like to hide their bad,

from other boys/ girls..

does this worth for them?

Dunno...

Also ppl like to hide something to get something,

like hide bad to let ppl think that he is good...

I dun think this is good lo...

Part 2: Seek

after hiding,

we have to seek,

but what we wan to seek?

i dunno,

CUZ different ppl seek for different things,

like honour, justice and etc..

I will seek for fair and success and $$, hehex

BUT,

Hide and seek is often twisted by human being,

now many ppl hide good seek bad to get power,

like doin something bad to get something la,

the ppl is probably tin kosong tiada isinya,

sebab kalau dia ada isi,

kenapa lakukan sesuatu secara dengan kaedah yang tidak adil?

Haiz,

saya pun tak tahu...

Last, i hope ppl will follow the normal routine,

which is hide bad seek good,

But ensure they are well-balanced,

dun make those two unbalance,

otherwise,

u will end up as a result that ppl saying u are very "fake",

"jia", and make this world full of false and fake imagery.

And make u seems like an alien, Ha ha..

And my school many alien,

do u found that? haha.. ^^

and of course i hope the bad ppl cant hide themselves,

let justice torments them,

Juz like a cockroach hiding in a dark place...

Quite a menyindir article,

hope u like it,

feel free to leave comment,

no matter is good or bad...

Happy hide and seek in ur everyday life...

Angle of 360

2009-06-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

Do u understand the defination of 360 degress,

How many ppl can do it every moment?

When criticising or etc,

Can u do it?

Today is an very unlucky day,

cuz all the xiao ren come and xian hai me..

Today dun noe y suddenly so cruel,

giv alot demerit..

Hehex,

but nt my fault actually,

if they are correct they can 上诉,

if they are correct i also cannot giv them demerit ma..

still dunno y so many ppl so fooling,

saying prefect are not good cuz giv demerit,

but they din realise prefect can giv demerit

cuz they did something wrong,

Only think about their self,

without 360 angle of thinking..

Dun say the pupil,

me myself can do thinking of 360,

But not very often lar..

Tell u all,

today gt a stupid ppl,

his second name is last four of aphabelt,

haha,

very ming xian,

But u guess all ppl name,

i also will say no,

cuz now not the time,

But my fren noe lar..

He pinball me like hell la,

I hate him...

He will pinball me cuz he din look things from 360 angle,

he is stupid friendless rotten ugly,

hope he will change,

in the time i also will change,

Changing into a ppl can look every cases with clear vision.

Hope the justice will help me torments against this type of demon..

Dear readers,

i think we giv demerit sure got our reason lor,

they din did smtg wrong we cant giv,

so no worry...

Justice stand against us,

except u did something wrong,

K la, I gonna have a rest...

And be a 360 clear vision ppl,

the wrong one will not hide under the justice forever.

May god bless my reader and I.

Ryan

2009-06-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

插画摘自《百度百科》

PS: if u cant see it clearly juz click the picture to get larger image.

some ppl are like that,

we cant do anything..

But we have to be careful always..

all my fren be careful with these ppl..

And make ur ur vison is always clear,

Not naked eye,

But the third eye that looking in ppl mind...

Sacrifice...

2009-06-22T10:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,

I chatting with a senior,

discussing the word sacrifice and prefect.

Suddenly,

i felt i am so stupid,

sacrificing for nothing,

sacrificing for the unfair one,

sacrificing and let ppl scold.

At least i noe got 50% of ppl is like to

沽名钓誉。幸亏我的朋友不是这样...

释义:沽：买；钓：用饵引鱼上钩，比喻骗取。用某种不正当的手段捞取名誉。

Haiz..

I also noe that my chance is:

1 nano percent.

But i still willing to spend my time on it,

it is becuase i wan to show how unfair it was,

Much more meaningful.

I wan to use a sentence from《管子·法法》:

“钓名之人，无贤士焉。”

means a ppl who use many method that not good to become much more better or famous,

the people is probably not a good or pro ppl.

《后汉书·逸民传序》：

“彼虽硁硁有类沽名者。”

硁硁 kēngkēng [shallow and stubborn] 形容一个人见识浅薄又非常固执的样子

Let ppl noe,

Nt cow and ball and mum and "Africa" and etc

can control everything,

perhaps this is fate,

But human will work hard to change their fate.

as my fren said,

defeat the bad ppl,

world will peace..

Y exist of prefect?

It is because there were ppl of langgar peraturan,

y they like to langgar peraturan?

i dunno, perhaps they enjoy it,

But if they keep doin that on,

Their mind will nt grow naturally...

If students were good,

I think until now prefect were juz a statue,

or the word "prefect" are not exist.

Do u agree?

Nvm, no matter u agree or not..

Feel free to leave comment in comment zone..

Any question juz put in Chat Here zone..

Ryan

children speaking..

2009-06-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

But,

think deeply,

the prefect take how much space in the universe,

I can predict it is less than

0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001%

Y should ppl so 执着?

But i not that mean we dun nid to be tegas la,

tegas and serious is basic requirement.

NO,

in somebody opinion,

Model is the basic requirement?

Why they think like that?

i dunno..

maybe they are patient of tanjung rambutan?

O_o,

becuz of their madness let them can get this job?

LOL,

i am so childish saying those word,

but let me childish more a while,

sometime childish make ppl happy,

But that nt last forever,

Suitable time of childish is good...

Enjoy it...

Ryan

Model vs Prefect..

2009-06-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

As in usuall,

prefect are the model of students..

But not using the criteria of Model to choose a prefect..

I really angry that time,

!~@##$$%&,

cuz my good fren come and tell me,

The meaning conversation is almost like this,

they wan choose model arr,

not prefect arr,

muz liang zai tall and cute and famous

and like by opposite sex one arr...

Then i noe i hopeless lo,

make up my mind and tugas like normal,

That day 豁出去 ler..

But damn angry,

juz like preforming on the stage and bite by mosquito,

The facial expression wont reveal anything

but the heart really no good...

But the second day,

I got my surprise..

And a good heart ppl come and tell me,

u dun have any big mountain and must worked hard for urself,

And i asked,

y the "model" can be chosen,

Replied:

This is the world of dirty/ meterialistic/ rasuah

and the model got big mountain and the mountain shaped like this,

sorry lah my reader, my drawing is bad,

the ppl is almost like that la,

Beware!! But if she/he loved u,

then u qian tu wu liang..

AH ha ha ha...

Does the ppl fixed to be a model of student??

I dunno la,

And also i feel teacher also hav to have an eye on the Chosen One,

not serahkan all kpd org yg tdk BTGJW.

tetapi ada orang yang tanggungjawab juga...

post how u feel in my chatbox..

thanks for reading this article...

raging beast,

Lion

PS: the picture is copyrighted

Confused..

2009-06-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

I currently confused with my school day,

My school day juz like a twilight to the night ,

but when after school it was dusk,

the normal routine is:

Dawn>day>noon>afternoon>dusk>twilight>night>midnight.

But now my school day is:

Dawn> day>noon>twilight>night>midnight>dusk>twilight.

Why the school routine become so messy?

I dunno.

Perhaps is a group of ppl din play their role well,

making the school and the school day upside-down...

Fortunately the group of ppl not me,

Hope that the normal routine will come at next year,

Of course if it can come by this year is good..

Somebody of course noe i "feng ci" a group of ppl,

but if u noe i feng ci who,

please dun say it out loud,

I wan they use brain to think,

but not used to think by brain.

Shadow

2009-06-09T10:54:00.001+08:00

The mighty dusk begin to set in,

I sit in a car,

Watching my shadow slowly vanished,

Vanished in a merely dark background,

A background with only one colour,

black.

It is a rountine happened everday,

Also a routine of world happened every moment,

We have happiness, sadness, hatress, emptiness, joyfulness..

But does we can choose only one for whole life?

NO!!

These feelings will cycle all the day.

BUT, the world right now,

Oops,

World is too big,

juz get my school life as an example,

it is like an endless night,

A night that full of sorrows,

Ppl aiming for their goal,

doing something that are not good to get their goal,

Juz like a hungry wolf yearns for food,

They could do anything to get thier food..

Also,

sometime in this endless night,

got a brief moment of ray,

The ray that temporory reveal the shadow of a ppl.

The ppl who yearns for something,

could not see thier shadow,

Cannot face their true self,

But very hoping the night that can keep their shadow in hidden.

Why is the God created us with the shadow,

this is to advice us and tell us we have a bright surface,

also a dark inner part,

to get rid of the dark inner part,

we have to confront it,

Accept it,

Change it,

But not using it to get our goal..

Still,

my hope is the eyes of everyone,

Is filled with the ray of justice,

That can showing others shadow,

and look on self's shadow,

to face and to confront,

only this can keep the mind to be clear..

In this endless night,

the warmth is come from the support of my friends,

AND,

I will be hoping always,

Hoping the dawn set in faster,

The noon will come after,

And preparing to face the night..

copyrighted at

09.06.2009

Ryan

Geography

2009-05-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

I a bit angry now,

I was doing the exam paper in the faculty office,

Got any correction i also dunno de,

Nvm like that i can go tao fen,

haha..

Actually,

Geography is a very interesting subject,

If u minding to explore the world,

I think this subject would help u,

But it also a bit hard la,

Things does not come so easy one,

Things that too easy to get normally are very cheap one,

Things that hard to get normally much more better,

So which u wan??

I think Geo is better than Sej lo,

Sej is about past things that happend in this world,

Geo is a study about this world,

It could be cover the time, the space, the exsistance of this universe,

Sej u hav to wait to study as historical moment happening evryday,

U dunno when will it comes up a historical incident.

But geo is u have to study and chase,

Cuz the change of this earth, space and universe is infinity,

U have to chase it if not u will be left there..

SO u wan choose which type??

Wait

OR Chasing??

Fair?

2009-05-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

Fair?

Is this word exist in this world??

YES!!

Is this word exist in a ppl life??

YES!!

Is this word exist in my school??

I cant deny the possiblity (means dunno la)..

Y i say so?

Cuz our school is based on 人气 one lo,

Not based on the ppl brain/ intelligence/ diligence/ etc etc

Is based on who got most fren,

then the ppl can get the things he want,

No matter abstract or concrete..

My fren 5A can go SABS i 6A cant go,

Is this fair?

I cant giv any comment on this,

It is a judgement from the gouverment,

A little student has no power to say anything on it,

名不正则言不顺，

Luckily i got some fren wan fair,

不幸中的大幸，

We will work hard to get things that we want,

越辛苦得到的东西就越坚实...

XXX(I dun wan say later ppl angry) ..

hope u all play ur role well,

Dun make stupid judgement..

The disiplin of next year on yours hand,

Every judgement u make will lead to different path..

Words of "nice“, World of nice

2009-05-21T11:16:00.000+08:00

Word of nice,

Can be say as word of false image,

Ppl like to use this type of sentence to get their purpose,

Duno y leh,

is this word so interesting??

No i dun think so,

I rather prefer to hear the bad one b'cuz it is truth,

Facing to false imagery only lead u to a Blur people..

Haiz,

but,

many ppl like 甜言蜜语，

Although thry know that are false one,

But they will happy..

真奇怪，

甜言蜜语的诱惑真的这么大吗？？？

this is different to any ppl...

因人而异...

Always gt some ppl 针对 me one,

ppl say 同性的针对应该是有问题的,

I got a bit agree,

He really a bit sot sot 1..

Zhen dui me got wat benefit??

Juz a little junior in C class only,

i no kuasa,

任人鱼肉 lo..

Being misunderstanding

2009-05-15T09:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz,

dunno y recently my fren like zhong xie,

always suspicious me wor,

more terrible the ppl say me brush her NHF idol,

haiz,

Baik hati kamu lo,

i never brushes anybody before...

Zzzzz

if not the link site got many liao lo...

zzz,

Use ur brain to think lar..

U so jie yi,

u only wan smtg only ma,

u tot me stupid mehz??

Beh song

2009-05-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

i really not happy in school,

The anjing always pei see me,

真是狗眼看人低，

整天鄙视我，

酱好鄙视啊？？

我很想打你...臭狗..

这种感觉就是，

在舞台表演时被蚊子咬，

表情不会不自在，

但内心真的很不爽....

May 12

2009-05-13T08:54:00.000+08:00

Recently really very bz,

so i long time no update this blog,

haiz,

dunno y it seems like got a ppl always saying me,

i din disturb him,

talk,

even walk near 1m to him,

he also can say me one,

As my fren said,

i wanna chop the ppl into 18 pieces,

and cook porridge...

Humans are not immortal being,

sure got their inner fellings and thought,

to all my fren,

u can express through a better way,

but dun express ur rage on others...

They will dun like,

in chinese is chu qi tong,

If the ppl is volunteers let u angry him,

then i speechless la...

May 5

2009-05-06T10:07:00.001+08:00

My Life Today

Wake

Do homeworks

EAT lunch

School Hours

After school

Chat

Sms

Watch television

Thats all..

Easy huh??

Will u wan to repeat all those evryday??

Time..

2009-05-05T11:29:00.000+08:00

Haiz,

I juz now sit there and think,

the time slipped slowly on my mind...

The youthful and playful sound,

is heard no more.

Now all are densed sound,

mind are not so youthful.

Perhaps this is a natural things,

everthings will change every little seconds,

As now i am typing,

the word also increse increse and increse,

but something also decrese decrease and decrease...

Bond

2009-05-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

Now,

I finally learned something,

If a ppl has chosen his path,

no matter u use how much strenght,

he will do nothing to u...

I currently still thinking of my fren in SABS,

they all happy together sad together,

In AP only me and qi yong,

And yuin er and teddy,

always talk and talk about the past...

The time passed throught so fast,

I couldn't catch it for a moment then it slipped away..

Juz like fishing,

u need alot strenght to catch a fish,

If not the fish will wriggled off ur hook,

and swimmed away...

Friendship are like that,

a ppl also nid to pay in much strength,

to get a tight bond..

I currently can fell it,

In my BM tuition,

the bond between me and "blood" still there,

we can say same words without thinking,

This is called "Mo Qi" la,

i with many fren in SABS got this type of bond...

Everyone who saw my blog,

pls dun play play in frenship...

It can be a part of other ppl,

if u withdraw suddenly,

The ppl might die...

copyrighted

2009-05-05T09:58:00.001+08:00

A for apple,

B for boy,

C for Cat,

D for dog...

The picture is my doggy, is it cute??

I currently thinking how to train her to bite ppl...

Haiz please wait for my futhur post. . .

Yeah

2009-04-21T10:06:00.000+08:00

got see ppl exsist,

BUTTTTTTTT,

yesterday bertugas really boring leh

standing still at the to wait fly to come

the AJK dunno go where maybe she go baca ikrar,

Say ikrar i remember last year the jae vonne saying,

the voice up and down,

Like telling story,

Our school de ikrar very keras one. . . . .

Haiz shoe brusher arrr,

practice how to brush when adult meh. . . . .

Hope all my fren get flying colour in thier exam,

Thats all,

I wan see movie le,

And who got go the shu fa competition this sunday de,

Plz leave ur comment there.

If u all cant see my post,

here is the way,

u highlight alll,

if still cannot,

U copy and paste to word,

it really work . . . . . .

2009-04-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz,

Again a boring day.

Many ppl got sick le.

Including my fren my ajk and etc................

Y the natural wan them to sick leh?

I duno.

And i fell my fren berpura-pura tak tau saya,

i very angry leh...

I treat him so good he treAT back me like that....

And my fren from SABS arr,

how was u all school day???

Fren from any where la...

U all goin to have April exam???

Haiz..

I no mood to write le

juz,

ulang kaji bahz

Am i wasting my time????

2009-04-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz,

school day is so boring,

always repeating the same routine,

the day juz pass like that. . . . . . . . .

My life is now like this

___________________________________

a straight line. . . .

Although is very easy to go,

But it is toooooooooooooooooooooo boring to go. . .

Haiz,

My current AJK dunno always fly ke mana one,

Fly here fly there . . . . . . . . .

Sometimes in 1 day also could not see,

I dunno la.

Juz serious on my tugas,

LOLX. . . . .

My senior very good lo,

But i really thanks him la,

He teach me alot.

I also thanks ppl who got teached me before

Truth

There is a sea of uncounciousness within the sea of human heart,

A hollow forest born from bloated desires and false imagery,

Humans view things as they see fit.

They wish not for the truth,

but rather prefer the undiserable be hidden in the fog.

Still, human fear what they cannot see,

then brief yearning for truth become a ray of light,

which break the fog and torments Shadows

Mankind abandoned its pursuit of truth,

placing itself in the depth of chaos and falsehood.

Humans fail to see things as they truly are,

they choose to see only what they wish.

A world full of desires. .

Viewed through a window, from which one sees what one wishes to see.

Human departed from reality of their own volition,

craving more false images.

exactly. . . . The more false image one yearns for,

the more one stops yearning for reality. . . .

My clever fren u all understand le ma?????