Lost.
First time lost so badly in my secondary school life.
A lesson to my juniors too.
This is good to teach them what is defeat.

Still it is so pain in my heart.
I missed one year and next year can we get it back?
To keep on par with them seriously cannot be lazy as before.
Leaders,
wake up,
you change, so the world changes.

你不是
每一个戏的主角
但你可以在每一套戏里
学习做主角

尝到了失败
就要想想
失败的源头
如何去改善

我决定了
我会比好这个周末的赛
输赢重要
但最重要是我已做到最好

幸运之神
祈求你守护我

Pls. Dont like that

Theres a fire starting in my heart.
Reaching a fever pitch that bring me out of the dark.
Finally i can see you crystal clear.
Go ahead and sell me out i will lay your ship bare.

Adele rocks!
I like those lyrics

Back to these days,
I really don't like the feeling lo.
You seems like got tons of stuffs hiding away from me,
am I a threat to you?
Your hostile atmosphere makes me feels uneasy,
can you be more sincere?
What are you planning?

Sixth sense tells me things are not on the right track.
I should figure it out sometimes.

好渺小

我好羡慕，

好羡慕那些年纪小小，
就才华横溢的人哦..
多想，
自己是那个自己在崇拜的人。


在世界巨人的面前，
自己是多么的渺小。
世界有太多的舞台，
舞台都有台阶。
要爬上每个舞台是不可能的，
所以专心一个就好了。
很多东西，真的是羡慕不来的。


临河而羡鱼，不如归家织网。
就从今天，这一刻开始努力吧..

和妳渐行渐远，
不知妳过得如何？
在你心里，我还剩几分？

Thousands Feeling

thousands feelings after saw SPM candidates taking their exam

they will leave us after it.

World has too much variable

wat i can do is.

Dont let yourself left with any matter of regrets.

I will live my life to its fullest.

Strive for anything while i can.

Finding feelings for my prose.

铃声再响起来!

  

I am kinda envy those guy and girl has some fan nao about their love.

These are colours of life. 

Its rather better than my too stable life. 

Kinda amusing when saw those post about worrying for friendship, love or anything.

Sometimes normal a bit is happy. 

有时平凡一点会更加快乐。

I felt that i am losing to my former self.

How come? I have to get that spirit back. YaaH!!!!

PMR

Currently exam-ing.
Wish me luck.
Back after exam.

Memory is limited 230911

Memory space are limited.
Words are a type of memory.
Well.
I have to summarize my life.
In case I accidentally forgot some really nice memory.

Last week,
A faraway friend of my relative came to visit us.
Quite a nice experience.
As she won a lottery, she treated us a dinner.
It shows me that real friendship doesn't washed away by time or any forms of being.
It is purely depend on the individual.

The beginning of this week is indeed a memory for me also.
I went to a Science Carnival which was organized by Ministry of Education.
Met people from all-around the country, including those who came from the East.
Knew a number of people there.
The people are friendly, regardless of race and religion.
We chat quite a lot there and most remarkable is,
I got champion for the Young Scientist category as a representative from Pahang.
I am quite satisfied.
Going to see what can join on next year.
What to work for.

Now,
of course the most important in PMR.
Which is around the corner, only several days ahead.
Hope can get the best student of the state.
But the competition is quite big actually,
nevertheless I think I should try my best.
I sensed a fall of a organization in my school.
Sensed betrayal from someone I used to trust also.
I hope it wont be a reality.
The co-curricular award still have not brought any news to my school yet.
Looking forward.

In future,
I will try my best to prevent of that lovely organization.
Please put hatred aside for the sake of an organization.

Dramatic

Dramatic,
Maybe every successful people in their eyes have their own pain too.
Come on,
every people has their own emotion.
No one is perfect either physically or mentally.
Bak kata pepatah, "Mana ada buluh yang tidak berbuku" =P
You look perfect maybe just because you have what other wants.
That is all.

300811

If one has chosen his path,

he will not look back.

Your care is nothing but annoys him.

Seriously,

I looked back.

The thing we so called friendship,

is it true? Is it solid?

Or it is just a mere abstract thing but look concrete?

How many of you still treasure me?

I still live in how many of you's mind?

So, I really can't count on you all now.

All can I do is look forward, cherish what I had.

Hope that you all won't disappoint me.

I am very mind and care about you all.

Really, don't neglect my presence.

Please.

Amazed

I am amazed to see my post 2 years ago,

so inspiring.

I am amazed because i could have that type of consciousness at that time,

maybe because of that, i walked out of the darkness?

I am so glad that my post is full of creativity.

But why not now?

I feeled I really cant compare with form 1 me, i mean mentally

I don't want to be washed away by the stream of modernization or corrupted thing again.

I will get onto the solid and concrete path,

thanks to my post. =)

(I not self praising la LOL)

George Santayana

"Those who forget the past is condemned to repeat it"

- George Santayana

I remember the past years ago.

It is still clear in my mind.

That kind of feeling.

The feeling of everyone having fun and joy but you left alone under the stage.

Well, these year has actually brought me away from this miserable feeling.

Thanks to time, friends and family.

I really hope the history won't on the play again.

Gotta read more about Bahasa Melayu. ><

All the best ya fren

New update.

Form 3,

a busy year.

Busy for PMR and etc.

Busy for St John Ambulance too.

I want to get 5 more badges to get grand prior.

Holiday is here.

Wonder how would i spend the holiday?

Haha. I dont know too.

This time trial result got worse than last time.

I mean the average. Overally, the result look nice,

because 7 subjects are at 90 or above.

Hmm,

time is really a good teacher.

I think i changed.

My style,

i now look for something safe.

Not something fancy.

Maybe this is what we called mature?

Found my type too. <3

luckiness.. unfairness??

well.

i saw somebody just have that type of luck.

that other dont have

maybe because of this

they are far more better than the other.

can we call this unfair?

=x

anyway,

life is not fair,

but still good.

stood still wont grant you anything other than your leg getting more and more tired.

=P.

so brittle =x

so brittle.

but cannot say anything lo

only several month

i hope you will find a gang more suit you la.

i also scare the one who hurt you now.

he can do this thing to you. i dont know he will did the samething on me on which day.

i better be careful.

dont want this type of "hurt".

really feel "terancam"

cuz i also dont know when my one will end.

you all are not really care about me though

i dont know i did what wrong.

maybe you are so woody naturally.

well,

prepare for competition

next week and next month

Charge!

im back in action

backed.. my blog is so dead. lol.

i will resurrect it back.

thoughts??

i think its a hard year for us in the next year.

let's team up and do it as perfect as we can.

let's start by now.

GO GO GO~!

If you fall down, get up

when you fall down get up oh oh.

and if you fall down get up eh eh~

tsamina mina zangalewa...

somehow... LOL

Love?

Its seems my prediction are so accurate.

kinda impress on myself. (perasan. xD)

well.

i nt getting insomnia but getting computer addiciton.

I swear i will get rid of it soon.

well well well...

tomoro gotta wake up early.

Here I go again~

well ~ Ryan

A friend of I, A friend of mine.

Recently.

Can say is nt stressful.

Quite full of joy.

esp the dance team. many step still need to modify.

Yet they ady work very hard lar.

But not satisfied with someone seems like just

hulur tangan and recieve thing and b4 that nt care u de also..

zzz. sry. i cant fulfil ur wishes (actually i'm unable to do so also..)

My dear mom,

recently work so hard and look exhausted.

Must take care of health ar.

My fren.

Recently a lot aedes mosquito spreading dengue fever.

be careful. drink plenty of water. dun eat too much durian lar.

Prefect Board? As usual lor.

Just dunno why somebody can scold a small matter for a long time.

waste his own time only. i wonder why teacher allow him to out during P&P.

i think he is ponteng? perhaps.

Found some fren that really can share feeling.

Thats great feeling.

Hope that happiness exist always.

Aah.. Now i hope i can be chosen or everything go fine.

Exam is coming? Well who cares?~ Ryan

waka waka eh eh~

although FIFA over.

but the song still nice to me.

waka waka and wavin flag. the beats are nice.

like it.

gotta perform someday after.

hope it will be the success one.

Good luck and good health and good idea to my team. xD

dun emo larhx~ Ryan