new year new dream

This year has "jing li" many things,

betray lar, rumor la, joy la,discriminate la, frenship lar and whatever lar..

Haix..

ANyway lar..

thanks to ppl who thought me, acknowledging me, accept me.

And also thanks to the ppl who discriminating me, spreading rumor about me.

(although i dun like)

Thanks to "old" and "new" frens lar..

WIthout u all maybe i dun have such a "good sight"

This year really grow a lot..

physical and mental.

Thanks and sayonara 2009... tomoro is new year..

Hope something is new.. something is better.. and something disappear..

最近真的，

很闷，

不知该做什么，

想做的事又做不成...

心中，

的感觉真的很乱。

高兴？ 伤心？ 失望？ 喜悦？

一下子，

有人来陪我聊天/玩玩，

一阵子，

又有人不信任我。

而且还是认识很久的那种，

可能是，

他想太多了吧？

算了，

知己又不懂到哪里去了？

想倾诉又不知向哪里？

望着地图又不懂该到哪里去...
那种被边缘化的感觉...

算了算了算了...

希望明天会精彩一点...

I hate...

TO： someone who like to say this and that behind people,

i gift u a word...

嗟哉斯徒輩，

其心不如禽。

Fun ^^

Today i go mega and ec with my frenz..
LOL..
we wait at the door..
but got somebody not tepat masa wor..
so we 'mengintip' them at deli country..
after that..
we go find him lor...
LOL...
later we go ECM..
take some photo there.
Due this is the first time...
we make a lot mistake... =.=
Ie watermelon layout.. lol..
and 36 pieces...
walau so small..
i and ys take again..
while aw and khang go long gai to capcom in mgm...
In popular..
wakau..
we use the scissors to cut the photo.
but a malay girl shouted..
then we 36 strategy,
walk is the upper strategy...
haha..
like escaping like that...
LOL..
so fun with frenz...
thanks to aw, khang, yao shi...
we saw something.. a prefect pak toh...
they so xin you ling xi...
haha...
i won so bad open their open his name here la...

Spot Check..

Today after meeting...
When the yuin say me "people also talk ghost also talk",
The taekwondo give a paper to teacher,
then teacher say go,
we directly take action at 1R..
LOL..
At there...
We tell teacher what we wan to do...
Then the pelajar like ditiup angin..
all blew outside..
noisy like...
and like to come in wor..
i shouted go out..
and then yuin er say sila senyap..
Me and how check bag,
the other 2 girl prefect "touch" body..
LOL...
Then go other places check..
At the end get 2 HANDPHONE...
And smtg...
First experience...
Hope pelajar pls dun langgar peraturan again.
Then save a lot paper.

friendship is precious

不懂这对你来说是一种解脱,

还是一种痛苦？

无论如何，

我很谢谢在二年级就能认识到你，

以前我们嘻嘻哈哈的时光，

变成如今的回忆...

谢谢你，

在我的回忆录里留下你的足迹...

无常一到命归天，

愿你安息...

虽然我不知道下一秒会有什么变数，

但至少我能肯定的，

你给我的回忆是不变的...

一个在食堂C门等车的男生的身影，

终于，

踏上了他的命运之途，

渐行渐远，

剩下的，

是背影与回忆...

precious time

i finally noe wat is more important for me...

i noe wat can last longer...

so i will work hard for it...

Frenz in SABS,
I think some of them already forgotten somebody that are
same class b4 but different school now,
So miss some of them...
Like ah too,
tayar,
iz,
and some other more...
long time no see,
perhaps i also living in their forgotten path gua,
we not same school,
sure will slowly slowly forget de la,
How cruel are you har,
TIME!
Of course,
I hope we remember each other always la,
Std 6. From March to september we keep study study study,
no see each other,
after UPSR is the sweetest memory we share...
Dunno u all can remember until when leh..
In new environment,
we got new friends,
also not to forget old fren,
i remember my ji nian ce,
got one sentence called,
dun forget old fren,
maybe this is the meaning lorhx...

Dunno y,
today felt something is going to end like that...
Like some chaos coming soon
Haiz...
Today raining,
we become mangsa go and wandering to Astaka...
Dunno that called tugas or nt..
got ppl say wat baju berfesyen cuz got the raindrops dot dot dot behind wor..
haha...
my new group mates,
hope we can in well condition...
Sobbb...
Boring everday..
Luckily got somebody chat with me at classs,
the teacher say wat we din hear de,
no i should say the teacher jus copy copy copy then sit down,
the teacher always play phone one,
b4 enter class also,
at the field also...
We only learnt bit so less d knowledge..
Finale no hope liao lo ><

Creeps~

Haiz,
again,
another malang come visit me,
these day.
I saw many of my fren fighting over each other,
dunno fight until so bad for wat,
they too "zhi zhuo"...
One ppl wan be big wife,
my fren d sister wan pretasi,
the Big Wife always thinking about powers more than frenz,
suddenly feeling unsafe with the Big Wife,
cause dunno when she will come and "hai" me...
My AJK,
katak buruk ingin makan daging angsa,
wan leng lui wor,
and say this say that,
blablabla,
yuin,
throw him in KL la...
haiz,
almost all ppl around me is,
de zhui ren duo d,
so unsafe,
and i feeling one of my fren ship is in danger,
anyway i will try to rescue this frenship,
as it is important to me...
My cheng jiu wan thanks two ppl,
two male two female... Ha ha
anyone who see this and Know what i mean pls dun say it aloud,
Luckily,
lost something gain something,
gain some new frens,
but left some month then hard to see them liao...
zzz...

Those long days passing by from that door like late summer they slowly fade away

Spotted Star Woohoo~

Just now,
i go eat dinner at a restaurant,
call ri ri lai hai xian fan ju...
At there,
we meet some of the star from Astro and MyFM...
Spotted!! haha
beside the vivian there is my relative (3rd mush)


this is me at behind the ah xian and "tau fu pok"...
my hair seems just wake up... LOL...

those star also human,
also got their natural action..
they make the restaurant there so "noisy"..
perhaps i should say make there more 热闹？

综合报道

（关丹3日讯） —— 根据韵儿频道的报道，本台以有个总结论， 概括如下：

韵儿说的对，
战争才刚开始，
果然，
结束的结束才是开始...

志胜，
虽然你是至圣(谐音），
不过你的妹妹是至蠢，
笨到，
根本不会衡量价值，
不知哪个比较重要，
我是不小气，
给面子志胜，
才不顶你的，
但你要跟我比我的话，
我当然不会比你差，

哼！
当作很厉害酱，
明明 Pn. Sarah 讲过，
你能讲话又能维持秩序，
是你的本事啦，
不过你因为讲话，
放过人的话，
才要接受处罚，
你列，
大摇大摆，
你真的以为我是你下属啊？
我的组员管得井井有条，
讲讲下话，
还有做人，
总比你无中生有好吧？
你愚蠢，
我原谅你，
但你也别用你的愚蠢去评价别人吧！
评价别人先评价自己啦！
等等，
可能你连自知之明都没有，
哈哈哈！！

每天来我那边，
讲三讲四，
另外两个没有出声，
而且还比你严的那种。
你以为你真的比我大？
你只是职责不同而已，
在上面的就大啊？
在上面的大，
就跌得重...
哪里有人把中的东西放在最高的？
最高的东西不是要存在的...

将自恋一点，
你连斗的资格都没有，
没必要和你一般见识，
但我们并非不出声代表不好，
只是还有必杀技没显出来而已...

你好自为之啦...

So long no post,
my blog rusty d,
i will make it nt rusty der.
so now i will post...

综合报道

success

My plan has success a bit,
i eat a ppl's Jiang Jun,
The ppl who like to gou yin ppl.
My group nt so messy now,
cuz ppl scare get port,
naturally,
they will be more good attitude,
hope this go on..

权利...利益..

我开始相信一句话，
有一位女生今天告诉我，
她看见一个女生，
用肩膀去撞一个男生，
撞了又溜，
然后用娇滴滴的声音，
恶心至极...
然而，
深入一点的想，
她为的是利益而已嘛...
然而她却不懂，
事实就是事实，
实力就是实力，
在那边苦苦卖“呻”，
也是没用的。

她深不知，
全部是同等的，
在哪边做酱多小动作，
只会让自己贬值，
原形毕露...
其实我对我自己的实力去到哪里，
我非常清楚，
可能我这一“类型”...
不太受欢迎，
但我时时刻刻都尝试在改变...
我总觉得，
我的性格，
总比在背后搞小动作的好吧？
用“我要XX”，
酱的人我倒是第一次见，
在权利的面前下见到...

提防怪叔叔/姨姨...

My result of tugas

I am so happy with my result of tugas today,
cuz i success kawal the ppl at behind,
not so kelam kabut like yesterday,
WKL become tegas a bit than yesterday,
dunno y he often change d leh,
make me feel a bit danger...
Kang and Lam gt catch ppl,
they are tegas actually...
But sometime too friendly only,
whatever la,
if his friendly can kawal them...
Never Mind lo...

At the KH,
the marcuz so dirty and "wat tat",
doing something that bu ya guan,
biting fingernails
his fingernails alomost half already bitten by him...
Ewww....

Again..

Today,
when I tugas,
Loo Soon Yi come ronda and see the kelam kabut of tepi 2,
haiz,
the WKL keep talking at the back..
I tak tahan,
lalu report the situation at tepi 2 and his bad attidute to teacher,
not only me a saksi,
loo soon yi hee yean cheng can be saksi too...
So i felt i did nothing wrong,
haiz,
perhaps i will forget it someday,
but hope he baikkan diri,
he so tegas,
at the begining,
i got think want contohi him,
but look clearly,
its apparently differt..
Haiz,
Di luar bagai madu di dalam bagai hempedu...
He can tegas y dun wan keep it on?
This is what I want to know,
what things change a ppl throughout?
Ubat peningan cinta?
Or some other things,
such a waste..
Hope u dun waste urself,
dun let other's last faith of u put off...

Haiz,
y so many ppl in this world dun realize something,
U din do anything wrong,
how come a ppl go report ur wrong...
They dun realize they wrong,
only realize that ppl who report them is wrong...

Today

17 August

My first day,
is also so common, juz tugas like biasa,
just i tak tahan somebody action lo..

Haiz,
i tolerate,
wo ren ren ren ren ren....
But dunno when i explode,
hope u all dun so melampau...

18 August
I changed the background and music,
hope u all like it...
The first song maybe need to wait,
second song is sonata,
Third is lemon tree.

Haiz...

Haiz,
又被人陷害，
有一些小人，
在评手评足，
又不讲自己，
自己之前也不是将，
haiz.

他将我排不好哦，
又问为什么这样少人，
我组才9人罢了，
你生给我咯，
这样不是够人咯，
不会生又乱乱讲，
另外一个“伙伴”又不懂飙哪里去，
又不问下他，
来问我干吗？？？

算了，
我丞相肚里可撑船，
原谅一些无知妇孺，
可谓易如反掌之事，
只是那一肚子地气，
不懂要往哪里吞下，
只能收着收着吧...
万一人家当权了，
受灾的人可能是我，
忍一时之气吧，
说不定搞不好以后被针对，
更惨....

所以说啊，
人是要为自己留一条后路的，
我可能要努力求学了，
有条后路走走，
总比老龙困兽好多了...
这场仗，
胜算越来越少，
以后要奉承人家的机会更多，
更讨厌那些擦鞋仔，
为了自己的利益变成多面人，
小心自己人格分裂，
好过在那边招摇过市...

最近学校有很多雾，
恐怕是这些妖魔鬼怪，小人之辈和路边服务的烟造成的，
蒙蔽了无数个人的视线，
忘记思考，
其他的途径，
不知不觉，
已身在妖怪的浓雾里，
可能内头有狐狸精，白骨精妖言惑众精....
我不懂啦..

可能，
黎明只是黑夜的逗号，
星星和月亮只是一种安慰，
要逃到地球的的另一边，
如此循环，
才能得到光明吗？
没有任何不用逃的方法了吗？？
只有等待吧，
但等待是一种折磨...

justice versus injustice

Justice is a path which is much more harder to go on,
than the injustice,
why?
see the formula below...

Justice pay off single get half,
Injustice pay off single get single.
Justice pay off double get single,
But now the injustice win here a lot like sky-rocketed,
As the pay off single get double,
pay off double get 4x...

J = half of how much u pay off
how much u pay off
IJ= double of how much u pay off
how much u pay off.

This formula is to menyindir the injustice,
as u use this formula,
the result of justice is PROPER fraction,
but the result of injustice is IMPROPER fraction...

secara ringkas,
i just wan to tell,
things get from injustice would be improper,
things get from justice would be proper...
Although it is more more more harder than injustice...

Haiz,
once u chosen somethings,
it is not mean that u cannot change,
but is hard to change..

u choose the way of justice,
u should know that many ppl are often misunderstanding u...
higher risk to lost a friend,
yea, maybe they felt u have changed,
but changed demi wat they dunno, so lead to misunderstanding...
we cannot blame them
as they are too long merendam diri in a so polluted dimension...

为什么？
有些人类，
不用它智慧的结晶体，
去想一想才发表他的言论。

为什么，
有些人被人帮忙，
还会去怀疑有些人在陷害他，
为什么有些人爱人身攻击其他人？
可否有想过别人的感受？
而且，
自己的破绽百出，
也可以怪别人的，
这是哪门子的道理啊？

人身攻击，
使用最毒的东西与最尖锐的东西组成，
刺下去，
你能容忍五六次，
已经算是宽宏大量了。
有些人爱乘势追上，
在那里猛刺，
刺得人都觉得疼了，
忍不住反击了，
这还不止，
那些人还在另一头哭诉或埋怨，
那人好毒啊！！
但他们不知，
这些都是他们自己给的，
=中回自己的毒。

但另一边，
有人帮她解毒了，
还去怀疑下毒的人是帮她解毒的人，
并警告那帮他的人说：
你小心点，我可是会害回你的。
这是什么？
是好心没好报。

Why why oh tell me why

Agn..
this happened again,
y dun she understanding me?
Y dun she think about the consequences?
y she is so buta on thinking?
Y she is so ... dun understand benefit is falling upon her?
Why she doesn't noe that i am much more difficult than her?
Why she is like that also acting strangely and thinking so suspicious?
Why?
WHy?

Puzzle

Puzzle,
is a type of drawing which is needed many part to build it up,
If u lost 1 of it,
maybe the image will be not fully-revealing in front of ur eye.

Puzzles,
can be said as the fragment,
those fragment maybe are ur fren, someone close to you or etc
this puzzle is so free,
u can divide it freely into how many pieces anytime,
it could be ur felling,
sometime missing a puzzle is so painful,
but some part of puzlle can be simply be replaced,
some cant,
as they are so important,
the puzzle maybe juz in front of ur eye,
but maybe something blocked it and make it hidden,
u have to move all those blockage in order to see the puzzle,
and find a suitable place in ur puzzle tray to put it.

And if u satisfied with the puzzle piece u make,
do not tear it easily,
something teared can be recovered,
but not as good as it before..

Hidden puzzle,
actually not really hidden,
maybe it is just hidden from ur vision or ur mind,
clear the unwanted waste to see it,
once u see it cherish it.

A completed puzzle,
maybe could be a bright light,
which leading u to a success place,
or be ur comforting partner,
but a puzzle is not easily to fill up,
A piece is so hard to find.

Maybe u juz put it,
but with another puzzle,
the one become unsuitable,
u have to replace it with anyone..

A puzzle,
invention of a genius,
is so deep its "xue wen"...
Dunno how much time i have to use to fill it up,
perhaps is forever,
but how much time u nid to fill up ur own puzzle?

Kind of Justice

Justice as harmony

In his dialogue Republic, Plato uses Socrates to argue for justice which covers both the just person and the just City State. Justice is a proper, harmonious relationship between the warring parts of the person or city. Hence Plato's definition of justice is that justice is the having and doing of what is one's own. A just man is a man in just the right place, doing his best and giving the precise equivalent of what he has received. This applies both at the individual level and at the universal level. A person’s soul has three parts – reason, spirit and desire. Similarly, a city has three parts – Socrates uses the parable of the chariot to illustrate his point: a chariot works as a whole because the two horses’ power is directed by the charioteer. Lovers of wisdom – philosophers, in one sense of the term – should rule because only they understand what is good. If one is ill, one goes to a doctor rather than a quack, because the doctor is expert in the subject of health. Similarly, one should trust one’s city to an expert in the subject of the good, not to a mere politician who tries to gain power by giving people what they want, rather than what’s good for them. Socrates uses the parable of the ship to illustrate this point: the unjust city is like a ship in open ocean, crewed by a powerful but drunken captain (the common people), a group of untrustworthy advisors who try to manipulate the captain into giving them power over the ship’s course (the politicians), and a navigator (the philosopher) who is the only one who knows how to get the ship to port. For Socrates, the only way the ship will reach its destination – the good – is if the navigator takes charge.

Justice as divine command

Justice as a divine law is commanding , and indeed the whole of morality, is the authoritative command. Killing is wrong and therefore must be punished and if not punished what should be done? There is a famous paradox called the Euthyphro dilemma which essentially asks: is something right because God commands it, or does God command it because it's right? If the former, then justice is arbitrary; if the latter, then morality exists on a higher order than God, who becomes little more than a passer-on of moral knowledge. Some Divine command advocates respond by pointing out that the dilemma is false: goodness is the very nature of God and is necessarily expressed in His commands.

In contrast to the understandings canvassed so far, justice may be understood as a human creation, rather than a discovery of harmony, divine command, or natural law. This claim can be understood in a number of ways, with the fundamental division being between those who argue that justice is the creation of some humans, and those who argue that it is the creation of all humans.

Justice as authoritative command

According to thinkers including Thomas Hobbes, justice is created by public, enforceable, authoritative rules, and injustice is whatever those rules forbid, regardless of their relation to morality. Justice is created, not merely described or approximated, by the command of an absolute sovereign power. This position has some similarities with divine command theory (see above), with the difference that the state (or other authority) replaces God.

Justice as trickery

In Republic, the character Thrasymachus argues that justice is the interest of the strong—merely a name for what the powerful or cunning ruler has imposed on the people. Nietzsche, in contrast, argues that justice is part of the slave-morality of the weak many, rooted in their resentment of the strong few, and intended to keep the noble man down. In Human, All Too Human he states that, "there is no eternal justice."

Justice as mutual agreement

According to thinkers in the social contract tradition, justice is derived from the mutual agreement of everyone concerned; or, in many versions, from what they would agree to under hypothetical conditions including equality and absence of bias. This account is considered further below, under ‘Justice as fairness’.

Justice as subordinate value

According to utilitarian thinkers including John Stuart Mill, justice is not as fundamental as we often think. Rather, it is derived from the more basic standard of rightness, consequentialism: what is right is what has the best consequences (usually measured by the total or average welfare caused). So, the proper principles of justice are those which tend to have the best consequences. These rules may turn out to be familiar ones such as keeping contracts; but equally, they may not, depending on the facts about real consequences. Either way, what is important is those consequences, and justice is important, if at all, only as derived from that fundamental standard. Mill tries to explain our mistaken belief that justice is overwhelmingly important by arguing that it derives from two natural human tendencies: our desire to retaliate against those who hurt us, and our ability to put ourselves imaginatively in another’s place. So, when we see someone harmed, we project ourselves into her situation and feel a desire to retaliate on her behalf. If this process is the source of our feelings about justice, that ought to undermine our confidence in them.

~ryan~

Extracted from wikipedia

Akatsuki

别误会，
这并不是真正的“晓”，
但我的学校有好多“枭”，
和“熊”

在我回忆的走廊里，
这个回忆对我来说是一种快乐，
安慰，
鼓励.
但追根究底，
究竟只是一个回忆.
一起做伴，
一起游玩，
一起分享。

在中学这种不现实但残酷的空间里，
能喘息到何时何刻？
我不知道。

只能怪，
我判断与选择能力差，
到了一个莫名其妙的地方，
头昏脑胀似的，
思考的空间全都被剥夺了。

莫名其妙的地方里，
有莫名其妙的人，
莫名其妙到，
有些骄傲，自大，炫耀。
也有人热心。
但相差的比例实在太大，
有时我真的在想，
我身在如此境界，
何时会受到影响？
朋友有些开始变得多疑，
是否受到这种莫名其妙的力量熏陶？

他们排除异己，
为的是得到权力，
他们不惜一切，
用尽三十六计，
为的是——
权利。
为何我不写“力”而写“利”？
因为这种形容比较传神，
权 kuasa (犬) anjing
利 kebaikan.

奋斗90日，
顶多再受苦两百二十日，
受苦的几率是38%？
还值得我去奋斗吗？
还是把机会让给东东好了，
这是一把危险的双刃剑，
控制不好时会犯些其身...
有时想，
这把剑交给不会使用的人，
会不会误伤我。

怎么说，
我的机会微乎其零。
漂浮在永无止境的海洋，
置身在空洞黑暗的地方......
但我深信，
拂晓将会慢慢走来..


结束的结束是开始...

Sun, Moon and star

Sun moon and star,
are very common things in this world,
their use are different,
Sun shines the world,
Moon give an comfortable atmosphere in the night,
And star decorates the sky..

I dun wan to be a moon but be a sun,
As moon is reflecting sun's light to let ppl see him.
Not that mean moon is not useful,
is useful,
but its use less than a sun.
A sun produces ray by its own,
dun need to hang on with other,
very independent,
And star,
will u like to be just a decorate in the stage of life?
If u are willing to do so,
i speechless.

Life's a stage,
the character is chosen by thou,
Which character u will choose?
Main character? Sub character?
Decorative?
Which u wan to be?
Sun?
Moon?
Star?

Path

Path,

Is a road which we have chosen,

Life is trust, and never a dream.

All soul know this from birth.

Truth is something that is chosen and grasped.

Something discovered with one’s vision and will.

Only by gaining that does the seeker become truth himself,

a cord that connects past and future...

If u choose a path,

U should prepare to face it,

but not escaped in the middle,

Haiz but this world many ppl like to run away instead of facing it,

why?

Cuz they think themselve cant face it,

or maybe they really cant face it...

A easy path consist of severe stress,

A hard path consist of light stress,

But a hard path is totally many times harder than the easy path,

which one u will choose,

or just wait?
wait until the last moment then u decide?

Path that chosen,

is a journey,

make i as a trip,

a trip of life,

to fill in the hollow time...

So choose or plan a path for urs from now,

Time is always hollow things to let u fill in,

But only depend when u going to fill it...

July 8th

Haiz,

today is an unlucky day to me,

one of the most imprtant ppl to me nt believe me,

and go believe the khabar angin.

Sob...

I lost something important...

Which is hard to get,

easy to lost...

My only hope is,

i hope will believe me,

truth is always cover in dark.

Y wan like that?

I dunno,

I cant comprehent.

NOTE: Kee kee happy birthday,

U old ler.... Hehex

Hide and Seek

Hide and Seek,

can be said as a very childish game...

But do u think,

that is also a part of game in our life?

Part 1: Hide

in many situation,

we have to hide our bad,

keburukan very quickly,

in order to achieve something,

we can say this is bad?

NO

cuz since the begining human are like that,

this is our basic talent,

juz like animal or human born,

then noe how to eat and drink and breath and walk,

This is also a mating technique for living things,

and also many boy and girl in my school like to hide their bad,

from other boys/ girls..

does this worth for them?

Dunno...

Also ppl like to hide something to get something,

like hide bad to let ppl think that he is good...

I dun think this is good lo...

Part 2: Seek

after hiding,

we have to seek,

but what we wan to seek?

i dunno,

CUZ different ppl seek for different things,

like honour, justice and etc..

I will seek for fair and success and $$, hehex

BUT,

Hide and seek is often twisted by human being,

now many ppl hide good seek bad to get power,

like doin something bad to get something la,

the ppl is probably tin kosong tiada isinya,

sebab kalau dia ada isi,

kenapa lakukan sesuatu secara dengan kaedah yang tidak adil?

Haiz,

saya pun tak tahu...

Last, i hope ppl will follow the normal routine,

which is hide bad seek good,

But ensure they are well-balanced,

dun make those two unbalance,

otherwise,

u will end up as a result that ppl saying u are very "fake",

"jia", and make this world full of false and fake imagery.

And make u seems like an alien, Ha ha..

And my school many alien,

do u found that? haha.. ^^

and of course i hope the bad ppl cant hide themselves,

let justice torments them,

Juz like a cockroach hiding in a dark place...

Quite a menyindir article,

hope u like it,

feel free to leave comment,

no matter is good or bad...

Happy hide and seek in ur everyday life...

Angle of 360

Do u understand the defination of 360 degress,

How many ppl can do it every moment?

When criticising or etc,

Can u do it?

Today is an very unlucky day,

cuz all the xiao ren come and xian hai me..

Today dun noe y suddenly so cruel,

giv alot demerit..

Hehex,

but nt my fault actually,

if they are correct they can 上诉,

if they are correct i also cannot giv them demerit ma..

still dunno y so many ppl so fooling,

saying prefect are not good cuz giv demerit,

but they din realise prefect can giv demerit

cuz they did something wrong,

Only think about their self,

without 360 angle of thinking..

Dun say the pupil,

me myself can do thinking of 360,

But not very often lar..

Tell u all,

today gt a stupid ppl,

his second name is last four of aphabelt,

haha,

very ming xian,

But u guess all ppl name,

i also will say no,

cuz now not the time,

But my fren noe lar..

He pinball me like hell la,

I hate him...

He will pinball me cuz he din look things from 360 angle,

he is stupid friendless rotten ugly,

hope he will change,

in the time i also will change,

Changing into a ppl can look every cases with clear vision.

Hope the justice will help me torments against this type of demon..

Dear readers,

i think we giv demerit sure got our reason lor,

they din did smtg wrong we cant giv,

so no worry...

Justice stand against us,

except u did something wrong,

K la, I gonna have a rest...

And be a 360 clear vision ppl,

the wrong one will not hide under the justice forever.

May god bless my reader and I.

Ryan

插画摘自《百度百科》

PS: if u cant see it clearly juz click the picture to get larger image.

some ppl are like that,

we cant do anything..

But we have to be careful always..

all my fren be careful with these ppl..

And make ur ur vison is always clear,

Not naked eye,

But the third eye that looking in ppl mind...

Sacrifice...

Yesterday,

I chatting with a senior,

discussing the word sacrifice and prefect.

Suddenly,

i felt i am so stupid,

sacrificing for nothing,

sacrificing for the unfair one,

sacrificing and let ppl scold.

At least i noe got 50% of ppl is like to

沽名钓誉。幸亏我的朋友不是这样...

释义:沽：买；钓：用饵引鱼上钩，比喻骗取。用某种不正当的手段捞取名誉。

Haiz..

I also noe that my chance is:

1 nano percent.

But i still willing to spend my time on it,

it is becuase i wan to show how unfair it was,

Much more meaningful.

I wan to use a sentence from《管子·法法》:

“钓名之人，无贤士焉。”

means a ppl who use many method that not good to become much more better or famous,

the people is probably not a good or pro ppl.

《后汉书·逸民传序》：

“彼虽硁硁有类沽名者。”

硁硁 kēngkēng [shallow and stubborn] 形容一个人见识浅薄又非常固执的样子

Let ppl noe,

Nt cow and ball and mum and "Africa" and etc

can control everything,

perhaps this is fate,

But human will work hard to change their fate.

as my fren said,

defeat the bad ppl,

world will peace..

Y exist of prefect?

It is because there were ppl of langgar peraturan,

y they like to langgar peraturan?

i dunno, perhaps they enjoy it,

But if they keep doin that on,

Their mind will nt grow naturally...

If students were good,

I think until now prefect were juz a statue,

or the word "prefect" are not exist.

Do u agree?

Nvm, no matter u agree or not..

Feel free to leave comment in comment zone..

Any question juz put in Chat Here zone..

Ryan

children speaking..

But,

think deeply,

the prefect take how much space in the universe,

I can predict it is less than

0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001%

Y should ppl so 执着?

But i not that mean we dun nid to be tegas la,

tegas and serious is basic requirement.

NO,

in somebody opinion,

Model is the basic requirement?

Why they think like that?

i dunno..

maybe they are patient of tanjung rambutan?

O_o,

becuz of their madness let them can get this job?

LOL,

i am so childish saying those word,

but let me childish more a while,

sometime childish make ppl happy,

But that nt last forever,

Suitable time of childish is good...

Enjoy it...

Ryan

Model vs Prefect..

As in usuall,

prefect are the model of students..

But not using the criteria of Model to choose a prefect..

I really angry that time,

!~@##$$%&,

cuz my good fren come and tell me,

The meaning conversation is almost like this,

they wan choose model arr,

not prefect arr,

muz liang zai tall and cute and famous

and like by opposite sex one arr...

Then i noe i hopeless lo,

make up my mind and tugas like normal,

That day 豁出去 ler..

But damn angry,

juz like preforming on the stage and bite by mosquito,

The facial expression wont reveal anything

but the heart really no good...

But the second day,

I got my surprise..

And a good heart ppl come and tell me,

u dun have any big mountain and must worked hard for urself,

And i asked,

y the "model" can be chosen,

Replied:

This is the world of dirty/ meterialistic/ rasuah

and the model got big mountain and the mountain shaped like this,

sorry lah my reader, my drawing is bad,

the ppl is almost like that la,

Beware!! But if she/he loved u,

then u qian tu wu liang..

AH ha ha ha...

Does the ppl fixed to be a model of student??

I dunno la,

And also i feel teacher also hav to have an eye on the Chosen One,

not serahkan all kpd org yg tdk BTGJW.

tetapi ada orang yang tanggungjawab juga...

post how u feel in my chatbox..

thanks for reading this article...

raging beast,

Lion

PS: the picture is copyrighted

Confused..

I currently confused with my school day,

My school day juz like a twilight to the night ,

but when after school it was dusk,

the normal routine is:

Dawn>day>noon>afternoon>dusk>twilight>night>midnight.

But now my school day is:

Dawn> day>noon>twilight>night>midnight>dusk>twilight.

Why the school routine become so messy?

I dunno.

Perhaps is a group of ppl din play their role well,

making the school and the school day upside-down...

Fortunately the group of ppl not me,

Hope that the normal routine will come at next year,

Of course if it can come by this year is good..

Somebody of course noe i "feng ci" a group of ppl,

but if u noe i feng ci who,

please dun say it out loud,

I wan they use brain to think,

but not used to think by brain.

Shadow

The mighty dusk begin to set in,

I sit in a car,

Watching my shadow slowly vanished,

Vanished in a merely dark background,

A background with only one colour,

black.

It is a rountine happened everday,

Also a routine of world happened every moment,

We have happiness, sadness, hatress, emptiness, joyfulness..

But does we can choose only one for whole life?

NO!!

These feelings will cycle all the day.

BUT, the world right now,

Oops,

World is too big,

juz get my school life as an example,

it is like an endless night,

A night that full of sorrows,

Ppl aiming for their goal,

doing something that are not good to get their goal,

Juz like a hungry wolf yearns for food,

They could do anything to get thier food..

Also,

sometime in this endless night,

got a brief moment of ray,

The ray that temporory reveal the shadow of a ppl.

The ppl who yearns for something,

could not see thier shadow,

Cannot face their true self,

But very hoping the night that can keep their shadow in hidden.

Why is the God created us with the shadow,

this is to advice us and tell us we have a bright surface,

also a dark inner part,

to get rid of the dark inner part,

we have to confront it,

Accept it,

Change it,

But not using it to get our goal..

Still,

my hope is the eyes of everyone,

Is filled with the ray of justice,

That can showing others shadow,

and look on self's shadow,

to face and to confront,

only this can keep the mind to be clear..

In this endless night,

the warmth is come from the support of my friends,

AND,

I will be hoping always,

Hoping the dawn set in faster,

The noon will come after,

And preparing to face the night..

copyrighted at

09.06.2009

Ryan

Geography

I a bit angry now,

I was doing the exam paper in the faculty office,

Got any correction i also dunno de,

Nvm like that i can go tao fen,

haha..

Actually,

Geography is a very interesting subject,

If u minding to explore the world,

I think this subject would help u,

But it also a bit hard la,

Things does not come so easy one,

Things that too easy to get normally are very cheap one,

Things that hard to get normally much more better,

So which u wan??

I think Geo is better than Sej lo,

Sej is about past things that happend in this world,

Geo is a study about this world,

It could be cover the time, the space, the exsistance of this universe,

Sej u hav to wait to study as historical moment happening evryday,

U dunno when will it comes up a historical incident.

But geo is u have to study and chase,

Cuz the change of this earth, space and universe is infinity,

U have to chase it if not u will be left there..

SO u wan choose which type??

Wait 

OR Chasing??

Fair?

Fair?

Is this word exist in this world??

YES!!

Is this word exist in a ppl life??

YES!!

Is this word exist in my school??

I cant deny the possiblity (means dunno la)..

Y i say so?

Cuz our school is based on 人气 one lo,

Not based on the ppl brain/ intelligence/ diligence/ etc etc

Is based on who got most fren,

then the ppl can get the things he want,

No matter abstract or concrete..

My fren 5A can go SABS i 6A cant go,

Is this fair?

I cant giv any comment on this,

It is a judgement from the gouverment,

A little student has no power to say anything on it,

名不正则言不顺，

Luckily i got some fren wan fair,

不幸中的大幸，

We will work hard to get things that we want,

越辛苦得到的东西就越坚实...

XXX(I dun wan say later ppl angry) ..

hope u all play ur role well,

Dun make stupid judgement..

The disiplin of next year on yours hand,

Every judgement u make will lead to different path..